You've Got a Friend In Me

This past week, we have been loved on by several dear friends.  It felt like we were back in "Ellie Kate Times" actually, with people bringing over meals and goodies.  It was so refreshing to my heart!  Special treats on the porch, wonderful meals for my family, yummy goodies for all of us to munch on during our crazy week . . . friendship was put on display for us once again, and that is something that I do not take lightly.

Sweet goodies left on our porch last week.  One of my love languages!

When you take time out for someone else; when you use your resources, sacrifice your time and energy;when you choose to do for others rather than do for yourself . . . that's friendship.  That is *Reckless Love, which we continue to learn about and experience because of Ellie Kate.

*Reckless Love (the Mike and Ryan definition): 

Reckless Love is taking intentional action in order to benefit the life of another without worrying about the consequences. 

On Saturday evening, some of our best friends invited us over for dinner.  They insisted on taking care of every detail, and honestly I couldn't have helped even if I wanted to.  I just didn't have the energy.  Henry was feeling great and Lucy was much better, so we loaded everyone up and headed to our friends', suction machine, breathing treatments, etc in tow.

Lucy was tired and fussy much of the time, but she perked up because we were at her best friend's house.  Jazzy has loved both Ellie Kate AND Lucy, but she has been able to spend the most time with Lu Lu.  When Jazzy comes over to our house, she jumps right in, playing in Lucy's room and with her toys.  She plays with Lucy.  Do you know what that means to me?  And on this night, Jazzy had made some special valentines, just for Lucy Belle.  

NOTE: I'm not sure why our photos are so fuzzy.  I desperately tried to fix them over and over again.  I'm sorry you can't see them clearly, but they are still so precious!  

Sweet Valentines

She also wanted to play "dress-up" with Lucy.  "Hmmmm . . . I'm not sure that's gonna work", that's what was going through my mind, at least.  But Jazzy and her friend ran in with costumes and wigs and all sorts of things, and were ready to dress Lucy up then and there.  And you know what?  They DID dress her up, and SHE.LOVED.IT.  She loved it!  I was tearing up and taking pictures like crazy.  The other girls dressed up too, playing "princesses".  It was the sweetest thing I had ever seen Lucy experience.  She was playing with her friends - friends who didn't care that she was different than they are, friends who love her and dote on her no matter what.  I'm praying that the memory of that evening will stay with me for the rest of my life.  Lucy was SO happy, ya'll!  Lucy has FRIENDS!  She loves her friends and now she can play with them.  It is amazingly beautiful to me.

Every little girl loves to play dress up! 

Jazzy's friendship with Lucy got me thinking . . . she loves Lucy even though Lucy cannot talk or tell her how wonderful she is.  Lucy can give nothing back to her friend other than smiles, pats and pulls on her golden hair.  Jazzy does this out of pure love and servant-hood, which God has placed within her heart and because that is what is lived out in front of her through her parents.  Do I love my friends this way?  Loving and serving even when they have nothing to give in return? Do you?  That's the way Jesus loves us and that's how we are called to love the world.

The best of friends

What do you live out in front of your children?  Is it servant-hood?  Do you live out reckless love, sacrificing your time and resources for those who are hurting?  For the sick, the widow, the orphan, the poor (including the poor in spirit)?  Do you live out your life like Jesus did, spending time with those who are in need, or are you caught up in you?  Is your focus on the things of this world, gaining the attention of others, finding success as the world defines it?  Or do you make the needs of others a priority?  It's something we all need to face, to think about as parents.  We are raising a generation of leaders, folks.  May we raise them to be servant-hearted, lovers of God and lovers of people!  May it become second-nature to us, and to our children;a legacy that is passed on for generations to come, for the glory of God.  Loving others recklessly without wanting anything in return.  

John 15:13(ESV) - "Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends".

Thank you, Lord for showing me what true friendship is all about.  It's not about receiving, but about loving unconditionally and recklessly.  It's about giving even when I do not have, serving even when it isn't comfortable.  I am eternally grateful that my parents still live this out in front of me, and I pray that Mike and I will live this out boldly in front of our children.  May they learn to love YOU well and to love OTHERS well, because of what they see the Holy Spirit doing in us.  And Father, thank you for giving My Lu Lu friends!  And thank you for letting us witness such a precious event. You are SO GOOD. 

 - Ryan

1 Corinthians 13 (ESV) - 

13 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;[b] 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

8 Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away.11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.

13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

*More on Reckless Love: 

What do we mean by "Reckless Love"?  What we mean is this (and it's very much a 'Mike and Ryan definition'):  

• "Love" should be a verb, an action; it's not just a feeling, because our feelings pass and fail us.  
• "Reckless" means to be unconcerned with the consequences of an action; to test the limits and not worry about what might happen, be it good or bad.  

Reckless Love is taking intentional action in order to benefit the life of another

without worrying about the consequences. 

It's stepping up and out and loving, even if it feels awkward, 

even if it causes a stir in your household, community or place of work.

Oh, What A Ride!

We've often compared the life of a special-needs parent to that of an intense roller-coaster.  Maybe that's just true for everyone.  But I have to say, those special-needs parents and those dealing with serious illness in their families, have a lot more of those violent turns and drops than most.  

Yesterday was one of those days where I literally felt like I was jolted back and forth and spun around and upside-down.  We were in Edmond, Deer Creek, Bethany (twice), and Moore. I had two extremely important doctor appointments that had to be done yesterday a midst the chaos and unfortunately, they couldn't be postponed.  Lucy was very sick with her RSV but we had to take her with us to Henry's surgery.  We ended it late last night with a visit from one of our special home health nurses, who delivered some equipment for Lucy.  IT.WAS.WILD.

Thursday night was incredibly rough for Lucy.  Her 02 levels went down many times during the night because of her RSV.  We had been giving her breathing treatments, and the suction machine, along with all of the other tricks we have to help her, but her wheezing was getting worse.  Thankfully, the Lord had it so that our most detailed nurse was there overnight and she stayed by Lucy's side the entire time.

It was a tough situation.  If Lucy was in need of critical treatment, then we would have taken her to the hospital.  But, we HAD to help Henry and allow him to have his infected tooth removed in order to help his PANDAS.  So, while we waited for our oxygen and pulse-ox from home health, I was able to pick up oxygen from an amazing Hope Link mom who was eager to help in our time of need (I LOVE our Hope Link 'village').  We had everything that the hospital would have used to care for Lucy, so we loaded it all up and headed to the surgery center for Henry Mac.

Lucy was in the waiting room with Mike, on oxygen, suction machine being used, pulse-ox attached (we were quite the spectacle, ya'll).  I was back with Henry, who was on sensory overload.  PANDAS causes sensory issues, heightened senses, essentially.  Henry felt threatened and super vulnerable. He hates taking liquid meds because of how they "feel" to him, but bless his heart, he did try with the liquid versed (after LOTS of coercing and um, begging and bribing).  He screamed when it went into his mouth and up it came, all over the floor.  He told me it made his tongue feel like it was on fire.  I felt so horrible for him, and so did the sweet nurse.  She was so apologetic and empathetic; we couldn't have asked for a better person to help with Henry.

Since Henry couldn't take the versed, and since it set him off into some bad behavior, the anesthesiologist had to get creative.  He, along with a team of nurses, had to hold Henry down and give him a shot to calm him down.  It just had to be done to get him back to the operating room.  I had to remind myself that this was something that HAD to be done.  He had an infection that was making his brain misfire, and we had to take that infected tooth out.  Good thing too, because the doctor said that the tooth was infected all the way to the root, and that there was a huge pus-pocket in Henry's mouth, which I didn't see.  The doctor couldn't believe that the tooth hadn't caused Henry to excruciating pain and hadn't caused him to be sicker than he was.  Thank you, Lord for letting us get that tooth out!!

Once we got home and I was on my own, Lucy needed a breathing treatment and Henry started vomiting.  I was holding her down, desperately trying get the nebulizer near her mouth and Henry was wondering around the backyard in a drug-induced stooper.  Guys, really and truly, all I could do was laugh!  At least it was a beautiful day, right?!  The sun was shining.  We had made it through surgery and the tooth was out.  And we were home and had oxygen.  Conner was almost home from school.  Life is good.  LIFE. IS. GOOD.

It's a WILD ride!  You just gotta smile! 

Although there were some unexpected twists and turns with the doctor's office and nursing agency, and even though I had to be a momma-bear on behalf of Lu Lu Belle, and even though we had to stay up late when we hoped to go to bed super early because we were super tired . . .  God took care of us.  He had those roller coaster seat belts nice and tight, keeping us safe and sound.  And, when the day was done, Mike and I were happy.  Happy to be home and not in the hospital.  Happy to have the equipment that Lucy needed.  Happy that Henry's surgery was over and done.  Happy that we were together and that we survived.  

And you know what else made me super happy?  My Sweet Conner Mac, my eldest son, who gave a special valentine to a special girl for the first time yesterday at school.  And he "dressed up" and worked on his hair and excitedly gave that hand-picked gift (candy and a minecraft book, because 'that's what she likes, mom') to this cute little girl who now shares the affections of My Son.

Be still, My Heart!!

Sometimes we have to choose to be happy.  Sometimes we have to CHOOSE to enjoy the ride.  Sometimes we have choose to even STAY on that ride!  But sometimes, God gives us so much grace, that we feel happy in the craziest of circumstances, because we know that He is Sovereign and because He has it all planned out. Nothing can happen in my life, or in yours, that God doesn't allow. So we can trust him.  May the Father give you grace today, My Friend.  May you bubble over in happiness, even in the strangest of circumstances, so that He alone may be glorified.  

Lucy, My Belle

Hi, All.  Many of you saw my Facebook post last night about Sweet Lucy.  She is pretty sick, although we are able to care for her at home at this time.

Last night was really rough.  Lucy had the most intense seizure activity that she's had since she was a few months old and inpatient.  It was scary for us, but her sats stayed high, which is a VERY good thing, so we stayed home and watched her all night (we didn't have a night nurse).  We had to give rescue meds for her seizure activity and she even had some after they were administered.

Right now I dread going to the hospital.  I absolutely dread a hospital stay.  We were in "go" and "crisis" mode for seven long years, and Ellie passed away, we've been out of that.  The longer we go without being admitted, the more I dread having to be there.  Does that makes sense?  Lucy is at the peak (or close to it) of her illness, so we are hoping to get through today and tomorrow without any major health declines.

As I mentioned yesterday, Henry is in a good place (minus his tics).  I'm afraid that if we are admitted, it will completely throw him off and we will have to start at the beginning.  I am fearful of that, Friends.  So worried.  

I'm trying to "cast all  my cares upon Him" right now.  Sometimes it's a choice and your feelings are even there, you know what I mean?  I'm choosing to cast and throw (hard).

We covet your prayers for our Little Lu Lu.

Lu Lu on Monday, enjoying the weather

Lu Lu today, so precious

In The Trenches

We are in the trenches, ya'll.  Lucy is sick.  I'm suctioning her many times a day and her little nose is bright red, dry and cracked.  She doesn't know how to blow her nose or cough up gunk, so she chokes on it, and it's so scary to me.  My Little Princess is just miserable and nothing is making her comfortable.  We are also having nursing issues which is frustrating in situations like this.  When we need home health the most; well, that's when we seem to have the problems.  So, Mike and I will take turns staying up all night with Lucy so that we can suction her as needed and stay on top of things as far as her care goes.

The antibiotic we started last weekend for Henry's PANDAS flare is helping SO much!  He has calmed down and we haven't seen any violence for several days.  He is back to his sweet self in so many ways!  I cannot tell you what a HUGE relief this is.  It broke my heart the other day when the school told me that they thought something was "off" with Henry because He was so calm and happy.  But you know what?  That's just the real Henry!  Our sweet boy, and people aren't getting to see the real Henry because of PANDAS and all that comes along with it.

Today, Henry's tics have drastically increased.  His tics come in vocal form and they are sporatic.  I don't know what sets them off.  I just know that something is going on in Henry's body that I do not understand.  Something just isn't working right.

Honestly, it is SO hard to truly trust the Father in times like this, here in the trenches.  I feel like I'm on my belly, crawling in the dark, with thick mud caking my body.  It's hard to see where I am going.  It's hard to even see my target.  But I will keep going and I will keep moving on because I know My God is faithful, even when I do see it or feel it.  Even when I feel so heavy; He is in control.

Are you in the trenches?  Is it hard to see what's ahead of you?  Maybe you are even having trouble hearing your Commander tell you which was to go.  You can trust Jesus.  Even in the dark.  Even in the mud.  He is with us and He will never leave.  And you know what?  Some way, some how, He will cause the trenches experience to work for your good.  He promises that for those who love Him.

*Please pray for Lucy as she's having some really hard seizures right now (Mike just came in and got me and we've given rescue meds).

Ryan

The Incredible IF

I spent this last weekend in Austin, Texas with my friend Sarah.  We had the absolute joy and privilege of attending the IF Gathering at Austin City Limits.  Currently, I'm still trying to wrap my mind, heart, body, and spirit around all that took place at this amazing event for women.

Encouraging women to go out into their communities and follow the dreams that God has placed within their hearts.  Equipping women to move on from their pasts, to step out in faith, knowing that God calls them to amazing, incredible things as women and individuals that He created.  Most importantly, IF emphasized the truth that Jesus IS the only way to heaven; HE is the Savior of All, and apart from Him, we can do nothing.  And nothing is more important that furthering His kingdom om here on earth.  No matter what the cost.

First off, I want to tell you about my friend Sarah, which will likely REALLY embarrass her, because she is just cool and humble like that.  I met Sarah when we worked together at Oklahoma City University.  She threw me a beautiful baby shower at work when she barely even knew me.  Sarah has brought meals to our family for over nine years, since the very beginning with Ellie Kate.  NINE YEARS, PEOPLE.  She is one of THE most loyal, genuine, giving people I have ever me, and she is MY FRIEND!  I am so lucky! Sarah is one of my very best friends, really and truly.  And it's because of her and her generosity that I was able to take part in this amazing trip which revived my faith.  The best friends help us do that, don't they?  Revive our faith.

Willie Nelson, Sarah and Me, Just Hangin'

It really was fun to get away, although I assure you that Sarah and I didn't live it up in relaxation.  Quite the contrary, we were stretched spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and even physically.  It was a very taxing weekend, but the kind that changes your life.  An "Ebeneezer Moment".

All of the greatest current Christian women speakers were there, many of whom I had never heard of (I guess I'm out of the loop).  But I'm not really into following people, truthfully.  One of my BIGGEST turn-offs are leaders who are too into themselves.  Christian leaders, Believers, Followers of Christ, who come across pompous, as if they alone hear straight from God . . . I'm always so leary of those kinds of leaders.  But here, I was so incredibly relieved and encouraged that in the very beginning of this event, it was made emphatically clear that this was NOT about one speaker, or about ANY of the speakers or singers.  This was about JESUS.  No denominations.  Just JESUS and furthering His kingdom, specifically through women.  It wasn't about self-help or finding who you are as a women in a humanistic sense.  It was about asking God to show you who He wants you to be, where He wants you to be serving, and how to step out and go for it, even when it is so very scary.  

Christine Cain

Jenni Allen and Some of the IF Team

The whole weekend focused on The Promised Land that God had given to the Israelites. But they were too afraid to take it.  The men who went to check it out came back and talked about how scary and impossible it was.  Only two - Joshua and Caleb - called on God's People to step out in faith because this Promised Land was already promised to them!  It was theirs for the taking. (Numbers 13).

But the Israelites were so afraid of the giants and of the many perils the men reported.  They thought it was better to stay in the Wilderness, or even go back to slavery, than it was to step forward and try to go out into the Promised Land.  I mean, what would that look like for their children?  God promised it but would He protect them?  Would they die?  Would their children suffer?  So they waited and lived in the barren Wilderness, missing out on the lush richness of the Promised Land.  And I don't think it was just a physical Land of Milk and Honey.  I think God wanted them there for an even MORE abundant life in Him; a more precious and more intimate relationship with their God.  But they were too afraid.  And Joshua and Caleb were so moved by this, and were mourning so deeply over the fact that their people were not listening to God and thus not receiving what He had for them, that they tore their clothes and wept.  They knew what a true loss this was and they were broken before God, for their own people.

Many years later, God called Joshua to go out and get that Promised Land; to lead His people into what He had called them to, what He had prepared for them, what He had set aside for them.  He called Him to take down Jericho, for if they took that down, all of the other cities would soon follow and the Promised Land would fully be their's.  Joshua believed God for all of those years as His people waited in the wilderness.  Joshua knew it was his destiny - his people's destiny - to take the Promised Land and all that entailed (Joshua 1).  According to Exodus 17:8 though, Joshua had to wait 40 years before leading into the Promised Land.

Questions burning on my heart from this weekend . . . 

• What are you holding onto that is keeping you from moving forward in your relationship with Christ?  Is it your past?  Something that was done to you?  Jesus wants you to move forward and experience all that He has planned, that He has prepared, that He has called and destined for you.  You can let go.  
• Faith - it doesn't have to be big.  I often say, and I even heard it this weekend, "I believe; help my unbelief".  These are the words of Jesus himself, Friends!  Faith of a mustard seed.  Do you believe He has something more for you? Believe and trust him.  
• Have you lost yourself, Sweet Sister?  Do you still have your identity?  So many of us lose it today, thinking that it's the godly thing to do.  But you know what?  God calls us to different things.  He equips us for different things.  He destins us for different things. And He longs for us to have an abundant, fullfilling life with Him here on earth!  That doesn't mean falling into the shadows of our husbands or being fearful of standing up in our church.  It means that God has precious, designed plans specifically for you and you can trust Him in that.  And you can believe when He calls you to step out towards those things.  
• So, what IS God calling you to?  It's so simple and yet we make it so complicated.  What interests has God put into your heart?  What have you always been drawn to, even as a little girl?  Or what has God placed on your heat that burns so feverishly that you KNOW you have to act on it?  That's your ministry.  That's your calling.  And you don't have to be afraid of it.  And you don't have to wonder how it will all work out, because in our own, human minds, it never will.  But God is in control and He is sovereign and He will work ALL things together for the good of those who love Him.  
• Joshua and Caleb mourned and cried out when they saw that their people weren't taking what was theirs; that their people were missing out on the abundance that God had planned and prepared for them.  What is my response to the world of Believers?  To MY world today?  Do I mourn and pray for revival?  Do I plead with the Father to breathe new life back into the People of God?

I was reminded of many things . . . 

• Faith does not demand that God always explains Himself.
• You don't need full possession of knowledge to have full possession of God
• Sometimes we choose bondage because it's familiar
• Faith thanks God in the middle of the struggle
• We are at war and the prize is faith
• It is NOT about us but about our immeasurable God
• This is NOT about self-actualization, but total dependence on God.
• Independent of Christ, THERE IS NO PURPOSE
• As a Believer, My Identity and My Destiny are NOT outside of Christ
• It is not about me being happy; Joshua had to sacrifice so much.  He sacrificed His life.  Faith requires sacrifice, as does following Jesus.
• God prepares us for our destiny, just as He prepared Joshua (he was a servant of moses)
• Performance does not prepare you for battle.  SERVICE DOES

God WILL ask us to do the impossible because His grace is perfected in our weakness.  He WILL allow it to be hard for us to step out in faith so that we can solely rely on Him and so that He alone will get the glory.  But He is Faithful and He will complete the good work He has started in you and in me.  And not only that, but He will also use it for MY good. I just have to trust him.  FAITH.

And the KEY to all of this?  The key is staying in God's word.  How can I be equipped?  How can I know what God is leading me to, if I don't hear from His infallible Word?  I was so convicted of this as God reminded me of other religions and how they so devoutly pray certain times of the day, no matter what.  How some read their books with the utmost dedication because their lives are completely sold-out.  Their religion is their identity.  But I'm being offered so much more in Christ, and so are you.  We are offered our identity in a RELATIONSHIP, not in a religion.  And, my God's Word is living and breathing, which isn't true about any other god that ever was nor ever will be. How much more so, Lord should I find my identity in you?!

 I will choose to put God's Word on the inside of my heart because I want my life to matter.  I want to do what He has created me to do, what He has planned for me and called me to.  He's placed it in my heart and He is still equipping me.  I will step out with small, small faith and choose to believe that God is Good, all the time.  And I will trust what He has in store for my life, all-the-while praying for unity and for revival among the people of God.  Let it be, Lord!  

Ryan

Isaiah 41:10New International Version (NIV)

Do not fear for I am with you,

Do not be dismayed, for I am your God

I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

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Matthew 10:16-19New King James Version (NKJV)

16 “Behold, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves. Therefore be wise as serpents and harmless as doves. 17 But beware of men, for they will deliver you up to councils and scourge you in their synagogues. 18 You will be brought before governors and kings for My sake, as a testimony to them and to the Gentiles. 19 But when they deliver you up, do not worry about how or what you should speak. For it will be given to you in that hour what you should speak;

Psalm 46:1-3King James Version (KJV)

46 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

2 Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea;

3 Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah.

Psalm 46:1-3King James Version (KJV)

46 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

2 Therefore will not we fear, though the earth be removed, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea;

3 Though the waters thereof roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof. Selah.

Romans 8:18-36

 I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. 19 For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed. 20 For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope21 that[a] the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the freedom and glory of the children of God.

22 We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. 23 Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption to sonship, the redemption of our bodies. 24 For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what they already have? 25 But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.

26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us through wordless groans. 27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for God’s people in accordance with the will of God.

28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who[b] have been called according to his purpose. 29 For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters. 30 And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified.

31 What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33 Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34 Who then is the one who condemns? No one. Christ Jesus who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword?36 As it is written:

“For your sake we face death all day long;
    we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”[c]

1 Peter 2:9English Standard Version (ESV)

9 But you are a chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for his own possession, that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called youout of darkness into his marvelous light.

Isaiah 55:8-11English Standard Version (ESV)

8 For my thoughts are not your thoughts,
    neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord.
9 For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
    so are my ways higher than your ways
    and my thoughts than your thoughts.

10 “For as the rain and the snow come down from heaven
    and do not return there but water the earth,
making it bring forth and sprout,
    giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater,
11 so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth;
    it shall not return to me empty,
but it shall accomplish that which I purpose,
    and shall succeed in the thing for which I sent it.